My gf and I were up for a lot of the night watching tv. About 6 am they came in to remove the iv drip. I still have the iv in, but that should come out in another hour or two.
Dr Suporn came in about 7 am to remove the bandages, and give the first look. He started by pulling the tape off which hurt like Hell. They use some serious medical grade adhesive. Shocking right? From there he cut away the sutures holding more bandages on that were down into the skin. Pulling that thread out hurt. Then came the big one. The vaginal drain. He said “this is going to hurt”, meanwhile I was laughing as I’m prone to when I’m in pain, and he started pulling. I felt it start about straight back from my belly button about 2/3 between my stomach and my spine. It hurt so bad. Extremely painful. I would not recommend doing that one a second time.
From there he had me get the mirror and look at what he was showing me. My labias are both swollen. As is most of that area. He showed me basic care of using betadine on the suture marks. He showed me the lips and the normal pink that’s there (yay no issue die to circumcised). Then he touched my clit. Oh.My.God. I have never, ever, on my entire life felt something so sensitive. Once I get used to it it’ll be greatly pleasurable, but Jesus was that a unique feeling. So freaking sensitive. I’m still amazed by it. I don’t know of that’s what cis chicks feels, buti never felt anything remotely close to that with old anatomy.
I can also more stand and sit for minor periods. So of course I do both. Be very very careful if you do like I did. It’s Berri disorienting and weak feeling. It’s very easy to fall without realizing it.
As for the rest. I cried for about half an hour. My partner I had leave because I just wanted to be alone in my thoughts and feelings and not comforted. I don’t know what feelings I felt entirely, but loss, happiness, sadness, excitement, grossed out (outs not pretty right now lol), fear, uncertainty, worry, but excitement about what this means. Relief that I don’t regret a thing. Happiness that I might finally be the person I always wanted to be. Or one large step closer anyways. I really am at a surreal and serene point right now. I’m just here. And I love here.
Well minus my pussy hurting…
I’ll be posting pictures as part of another thread series to keep this one somewhat sfw.